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"In three words I can sum up everything I ‘ve learnt about life: It goes on".

-Robert Frost

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Marie Digby (Unfold/Girl Next)


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Ah be; Valens
AMS
Amanda
Ben Tan
Cedric
Chia Min; Verena
Chit Ming; David
Darren
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Florence
Geck Ting
Glen; Caleb
Hsinyi
Jay
Jel
Jen; Richelle
Jenny; Daphinia
Jeremy Kui
Jeremy NS
Jeslin
Jim
Jing Wei; Ezekiel
Joanna
Joleen
Joseph; Simon
Josephine; Hephzibah
Josiah
Joycelyn
Kathleen
Lemmuel; Elisah
Lestari, Lovina
Luke
Magdalene, Carys
Marco; Mark
Mei Hwa
Meng Hong; Jasmine
Newell
Nicholas; Keith
Pastor Ben
Pastor Jeff
Pastor Jasmine
Pastor Michael
Pastor Shirley
Pei Qi; Evelyn
Pei Xin; Faith
Priscilla; Amedee
Ritchie
Samantha
Samuel; Joshua
Ser Meng; Paul
Serene; Vera
Shawn; Zechariah
Shuh Fen; Elicia
Stewart; Solomon
Su Quan
Tryphoza
Vanessa
Vivian
Xiao Ying; Zephanie
Xueting; Ezri
Xueping
Yakka
Yanyu
Yining
Yi Qin
Yong Ann
Winstar
Zachary
ZiJie; Job


AHHH!

I 'm very ANGRY once again.

I just had a "surprise" CAD test. Why is it surprise leh? Cos i was only told that today have a test! I dont even know that I'm one of the few people who have to go and take the test early and I dont even know the venue. When they passed us the lecture notes, they inform us nothing. NOTHING at all! Worst, there was a make-up lecture and they also didnt inform us about it! SELFISH CREATURE! I thought I could trusted you all but now I doubt so.


We actually find you all quite alright and I even chose you all to be able to go to the event and now! you didnt inform us about anything. WHAT THE LAH!

Now, I finally somehow realised that the world isnt as nice as what I think. The scary thing on earth is not about ghost or insects or fierce animals. It is human itself. Human's selfishness.

Phew. Feel better now after throwing out everything! (:

In school now blogging.. we're not suppose to use the research room but we still used it. =X


I'm really excited now! Andy, Grace and James are in Singapore! The Perth mission team people will be meeting them tomorrow at Plaza Sing! =D

And yesterday night, I chat with Benjung and Titien on msn. I got to know that they will be having a costumn party at Wilson Hall. Many people will be going and they are praying for even more. Also, I also got to know from Titien that the youth have multiplied! Currently they have 12 people who are committed! Praise the Lord! Yeah. The new started church which james is currently taking of is growing well too! Yeah. I'm really encouraged by their passion! Yeah. We'll do the same in Singapore too!


I will update more when I come back.
Rushing my introca now!~
God, grant me wisdom and strength!


Got to know a young chap today. Well, he is only eighteen years old and he is already a shareholder of a company. A pretty cool guy who has his own way of thinking. He thinks BIG! REAL BIG! He has lots of BIG dreams and it seems he had already planned his future. He is also very mature in his thinking and very fillal too. But he is very different from other people whom I know. I know some people who pursue BRG, fame, studies, soccer and even games in life. However, I have not met one who is pursueing money at this age. He said that he had forgotten how to childish already. To him, he thinks that to enjoy life, money has to be there. His philosophy, "Money cant buy everything but without money, you can nothing!"

Woah. a pretty interesting guy who have a lot of business ideas. Perhaps one day I might see him on a business newspaper. However, but I don't find his life interesting. In fact, it can be scary and boring. I feel it is like no life at all. Or maybe it is not a life that I'm pursueing.

Different people have different way of interpretation of this phrase "enjoying life". People always think that money has to be involved. Well, I cant say totally that money can no need to be involved in this but I believe money is definitely not the way to get to "enjoying life". My definition of enjoying life-- Enjoying the right type of life at the right stage of life. What does that mean? I definitely dont support one who neglect studies and go all the way in his business when one is suppose to enjoy school life. Yea. Maybe you can say that work hard now, enjoy life sooner. Well, but seriously, you MISS THE MARK!Certain things cannot be done when you're old. Eg, the joy of laughting at your friend's sillyness in school or the time spent talking about a lecturer. Maybe money can buy almost everything that you want but time is something which you can never ever buy. Thus, enjoying life at different life stage is very important! =D

I am enjoying my life now~ and yes I do!

Life to the FULLEST!

Money is the root of all evil when it captures your heart!


AHHH!!

I wanted to scold someone!
I wanted to vent my anger!

Once again, I'm losing my control!

But when I came here, I dont really know how to start. Lot of things are occupying my mind now. If there's a machine that is able to show u what happen today, I will be the first to buy because I'm lazy to blog everything up!


I'm in school blogging this post.

Had overnight at Chris house with Jel and Hoon last night. We'll suppose to do our INTROCA but in the end, we did not. GRR... But at least I manage to copy those answer which teacher said the other time and accomplished a task to stay in someone's house. HAHA.

We also had a great time chatting a while with Shiying using webcam. It was really fun and interesting as we can see her expression when we show her different weird things and we even took down that expression. XD

Seriously, I don't remember doing much last time. I only remembered that I played a lot of Bubble breaker on Chris' phone. HAHA.. Joanna's not here so no one to snatch from me. haha..
Oh btw, JOANNA'S COMING BACK TMR!!!! haha. We'll be seeing her at the BBQ!!

Okay. I guess that's all for today. Gotta go back and rest as tmr there will be another stayover at East Coast!


New hair colour!

i'm loving it! (:


A quick post before I go and prepare to go out.
Yesterday, jia min, serene, lemmuel, sammuel, wei xiong and I went to tampines at evax. Well, the response wasnt that good. HAIX! Seriously, this is my first time having a proper evax since I came to tertiary. Well, I realised it's harder to evax as we no longer can recognise who is from a polytecnic or secondary school. Worst. People are getting more older looking. One of the brothers actually approached a 12 years old kid as he looked old. yeah!

But nvm. I managed to get some who say that they maybe will come down for this sat and I pray that they would! (:

After evax, we went to arcade. Seriously, I'm in love with MARIO KART!!! HAHA. This game rocks!!! Last sat, the sisters trashed the brothers. Today, same thing happened! hee.

Joleen came to find us. Had our dinner at subway! It was a great time of catching up but tonight will be better. Me and some tranfers will be going to the last night of youth camp! Hope to do some catching up with joyce, mag, cai juan, jing jing, ying ying... and others! =D




Today, Xueting told us that there was a sampling station of a very nice wine. Although I don't drink, I am curious how the drink taste like so me, Pris, Jia min and Xueting went to the station. The wine is some Irish Cream wine. From it's name, it is obvious that it taste different from normal wine. This drink is more milky. It taste quite alright and so we bought that for xiaoying. Btw, that drink contain 17% of alcohol! This is the first time I drank alcohol drink with such a high percentage of alcohol.
But overall, I think it is quite alright, just that I dont like alcohol.


So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours


Although it is kinda late now, I am determined to publish this post.

Today, God reminded me of a show which I am watching almost every night. It was the 10pm show on Channel U. In one part of the show, a police officer who got a phone to connect back to 20years ago, asked his father to change the past. Because of the change, many things in the present were changed too. In today's service, God reminded me of this scene. But what God really speaks to me is that,

"WHAT WILL HAPPEN NOW IF GOD DIDN'T SEND JESUS ON EARTH 2000+ years ago?"

WOAH! Seriously, I dont really dare to imagine what would really happen. What I know are that, history will change in a BIG BIG way and that the calculation for year will be different also. There will no longer be 800 BC, or 700 BC.

Also, many lives will not be changed. People will still be living aimlessly, searching the purpose of life in different area of life. When Jesus came to Earth, it brought a great influence, not just at that time but now and future as well.

As God spoke this strongly into my heart, I began to worship more in awe and thanksgivings! Like what a song title say, "I can't imagine me without you!" Yea.


Woah. It has been 3 weeks since I last blogged. Many things happened in this 3 weeks. Things such as xiao ying came back from vietnam, elaine's graduation, phoneix has left us, the ess, pace setter's interview, trip to clarke quay, rachel going back to malaysia for holiday, facom trip to examine lift, tpjc concert, autocad test, mission conference, samantha's performance, revision for term test, theft in arcade, term test and lastly not forgetting the term break.

Xiao Ying came back cum Elaine's graduation
Xiaoying who is one of our cg came back on around 20+ May. The first time I met her was on Elaine's gradutation. Oh ya! Elaine invited me for her graduation. I was really excited when I saw her sms!! She only had 2 tickets and she asked me! She asked Xiaoying who is also her shepherd to go too and that's how I met Xiaoying. The graduation was quite alright. I cant really imagine that I'm going to wear that graduation suit 3 years later. 3 years will really pass fast! Faster than how secondary years did. haix.
Phoneix quit school
OUR PHONEIX FLY AWAY ALREADY!!! She quited school to go back Higher Nitec. It is quite sudden as no one knows about this until Sunday. But still all the best to her! Keep in touch always!

ESS,Pace setter interview, Trip to Clarke Quay
This two falls on the same day. For my pace setter interview, it was terribly bad! I was late! Can you believe it. I stayed opposite TP and yet I can still be late? Worst, I forgot to silent my phone and it rang when the interview is almost ending. Grr. Then in the afternoon, there is a special church service called "Clueless". Jel, Chris, Jim and Chester went too. Jel, Chris and Jim wore formal there because of the pace setter interview. Haha. Xue ting said jel and chris dressed like taxi drivers. Haha. A bit. haha. Then when going to meet chester, I realised Samuel and Lemmuel who went with me, sounds like banana in pyjamas when they both talk. Then they said I sounded like the MR Rat! I dont! haha. After church service, me and my classmates went to fort canning then to clarke quay. This is my first time going to clarke Quay at night. Kinda "sua ku". This cannot be blamed or what la! First, I'm not a clubber. Second, I'm still underage. Third, I dont really like this kind of enivironmnt. Lastly, none of my friends used to go such place. HAHA. But it was an eye-opening experience. There was a tv in a pub which always show funny questions and answers. Then, when the rest left, me and Chester stayed back to read the last question. It goes like this, "When can't men trust women?" Answer is, "Because woman are creatures who bleed for 5 days and yet survive." It's so funny la! Then Chester was like "Ops. Not purposely read this ah. " LOL. Some of us missed the last train again! AH! Jim and chester manage to catch their last train but me, jel and chris missed it. So the 3 of us took night rider home.




Rachel going back to Malaysia
Yup. She went back to visit her family. Anyway, she'd moved house to somewhere near Mountbatten. That was so far away from school. But her mother said that she will increase my pay! woah. Anyway, because she went back to Malaysia, I am able to revise for my term test! GOD IS SO GOOD! To me, it was indeed a miracle! This not just happen once but twice. I remember I'm suppose to go and tuition on one of the Wednesday and the next day, I will be having my FACOM test. But thank God that she was moving house on the wednesday and this made me have more time to study for my FACOM test. Because I'm not giving tuition, I am able to plan a lot of holidays things and enjoy my holidays! All this has dropped my thought of quitting~ =D

FACOM trip to examine lift
Although sometimes I dont really like FACOM, I still enjoy the trip to examine some facilities. Recently, our lecturer brought us to examine lift. We also got a chance to stuck in the lift! HAHA! FUN experience!

Us stuck in lift!



TPJC concert

30 May, Hsinyi, Wanling, Benjamin, Fiona and Jer Yuan and I went to TPJC concert. It was quite a long time since I attended a Choir concert. The last time I went was P6 that time to Ngee Ann Secondary concert. HAHA. Joanna went with her classmates too. I saw Lee Kiang there too. The concert was quite enjoyable! Didn't expect my friend, Amanda would chose to join choir in JC. haha. Had some time catching up with Hsin yi too. Keep in touch always! (:



Autocad test
My autocad test was havoc. I placed the column at the wrong place and this made all my dimensions wrong. I panicked like mad. Because I'm afriad that what happen in the in class assignment happened again. For my in class assignment, I didnt manage to complete and I got only 65 marks. That was so low compared to others who got 90+. But thank God, I still manage to finish my test. But I'm not sure if all the dimension is correct but it looks like it is. HAHA. If it's wrong, never mind at least I finished it!~

Mission Conference
This is a very rare conference in Hope church. They said that the last conference was 10 years ago! This conference is about Missions! Haha. Yea. It's about being involve in sharing the gospel and being a global christian. Well, I learnt a lot from this conference and this also made me really want to be involved in missions.

Samantha's performance
1 June, Samantha and her band was performing at Ben and Jerry (The Cathay). Jel, Jim, Me, Joanna, Chris and Hoon went there too. Paul Twohill was there too. But before we went to The Cathay, we went to IT fair. However, we didnt get a chance to explore there much because we were asked to sit down to listen to a Prudential agent about a saving stuff. We sat there for more than 1 hour. I cant believed that I did! We were late. We were supposed to reached there at 9pm and yet we left city hall at 9pm. Thus, when we reached there, the 1st part of performance has just ended. Our Care person, Mr Unni really went to support Samantha! After that, we went to have our dinner with our care person. After that we went back to Ben and Jerry for the 2nd part of performance. We also met Desmond there too. He just happened to pass by Ben and Jerry and saw Samantha! HAHA.

AH! Didnt get a chance to eat my BEN & JERRY ice cream.

After that, we slack outside the cathay for a while. Because Joanna and Jim couldn't stay till too late, they left first. Then the four of us, Jel, Chris, Hoon and I stayed. Hoon brought us to a pub call Plasma. HAHA. Dont really like the place. I really feel young there. We stayed there a while but we didnt order any drinks. =X

Later we walked to clarke quay. Initially, they wanted to go into a bar but after seeing the menu, they changed their mind. In the end, we chose to sit by the Singapore River and talk. Haha. Somehow, I got to know Hoon more! Jel said that me and Hoon like opposite from each other but okay lah. Not very. Me and her are quite similar also. =D

Chris' dad send me home while Jel and Hoon took night rider home. Many things happened. Slept at 6am. LOL




Revision for term test

Went to study for term test with Hoon, Jel, Chris after my Japanese Class. SORRY NIC! Have to pang seh you. HAHA. Me and Hoon ate in the library under the CCTV. After that we went to IT fair again. This time, I managed to buy a thumb drive. I guessed I need it in Poly so I bought it in case. Then we went to Makansutra for dinner. Played Zhong Ji Mi Ma and the loser have to eat the vegetables! HAHA. Later, we went the expressway to watch the night scenary of Singapore. We missed the last bus and train so in the end, we cabbed home.


Last Tuesday, after the FACOM test, me and my classmates went to TM to have our lunch. After that, we went to arcade. While playing Daytona, someone stole Jim's bag away. EVIL PERSON!!!!! Jim lost his MP4 . Really feel painful for him.

TERM test
As for my term test, I guess I didnt do very well for my INTROCA paper. I didn't went to memorize the history of avaition. ahh.. dont wanna talk about my term test le! HOLIDAY is here... WOah...

Sun tanning at Swimming Complex

Yesterday, Jia Min and I went swimming complex to sun tann. HAHA. It was a funny trip with her. LOL. She simply ROCKS my toe! SINGLEHOOD SIMPLY ROCKS! =D