Wahhhh... Y u nv testi to me sia said: Hard to belive u gonna 18 liaos
rayna ﾚ-ﾅ Even when my hands are heavy, I will lift them up to You. says: Why?
Wahhhh... Y u nv testi to me sia said: maybe ur Bulid is small bah... haha or lik kid
Chester is trying to say me short again.
This year camp, Arete' 08 was indeed a refreshing camp. It was so much better than last year camp. Perhaps it's because I had less expectation than last year. Last year, throughout the camp, I was complaining in my heart as I compared last year's camp with youth camp. Also, I didnt know anyone in the camp. Even those youth transfers, I'm not very close with them too. After one year in tertiary, I got to know more people. Therefore, I also can enjoy the camp with them too.
The highlights of the camp is the talent night and the theme night.
I was asked to sing with meixian and meiyi for the finale of tp group's performance. I guessed I still have that mic phobia. Many people can't hear me because I held the mic far. Many campus performed well. I didnt know Jeremy from SP can act! Lots of talents were found that day. Enjoy the performance and the performing. Thank God for Samuel who always sacrificed to act. Usually his role wasnt that nice. However, he still did it. Thank God for his willingness. Also, thank God for whoever is involve in the performance. I got to know some of them more. Eg. Meixian and zhi wei. Thank God for Jenny too. She's a female giant of God! She always help to coordinate dramas. ((:
For the theme night, the usual teaching hall became like some dance floor. Many dressed up well. I think NP people dressed up the nicest. Dressing up is fun! The theme night ended up with affirmation. We went around affirming people. Thanks to those who came and affirmed me. It really encourages me. Some were unexpected. HAHA. Yeah. Still thanks. I really hoped that these people who affirmed me and I've affirmed them, would still be there 10 years later. They are people whom I really enjoy serving with. They really played a role in my life!
As for the teachings, all of them are very applicable. It's time to do some life checking. Arete mean quality. It's really time that we grow and become a quality christian. We have to take charge of our own walk with God. In fact, no one can make us walk closer with God except ourselves. This is something that we always hear in church. Many may already know these but still, knowing it and doing it is different. One thing which I really want to apply is that I want to take charge of my own spiritual life. Nothing can affect me in loving God. Not even my leaders, my sheep, people in church and people around. Rom 8:38-39. This verse really speak to me before camp. In camp, God reminded me again.
Also, through this camp, once again, I know why people in church invest in people's life. We see many sacrificial people sacrificing for a brother or sister in church and sometimes I wonder why. Perfect answer, they love God. But this camp, I understand it myself. My answer.. Yes I love God and I will do it. Second, life will really be changed. I wouldn't say I'm a very sacrificial person. In fact, I dont think I am. Many times I wanted to give up. I've angry with her. I've scolded her. I've talked to her nicely and nothing seems to work. Unknowingly, I realised God is training my patient and love.
She came up to me and told me that she really wants to grow. She had finally know that she not walking close with God and she had finally wants to change. I didnt tell her this but God did. Many things human can say and can do, hoping that someone would change. However, it's only when God really speaks, life can be changed. I admit that sometimes I try to use my own work but I couldnt see fruits. Often I feel tired. Through this camp, I really know that because we're doing God's work, we need God. When we work with God, it's only when we can have joy.
She came up to me during affirmation that time, telling me how she can sense that I'm trying my best to be a good shepherd etc. Okay. I forget what she had really said but I know I'm touched. I dont think I've been one good shepherd but I glad that what she say really encourage me to continue to invest in people's life. By the way, she is kalyne, my sheep. Results might not show when you put in effort for someone but one day, there will be fruits.
Here are some of the pictures people had sent me so far.
So far I only receive pictures from kc. If you all have pictures of Arete, send me! Thanks.
And oh ya!
100 people campus by end June!
It will be done!
Finally I got a chance to blog. I had been working hard last week. From tuesday to thursday. All midnight shifts. It was tiring and boring for the first few hours. There were lots of time to go for break.
On tuesday midnight (which is 26March Wed morning), it's the official date when 4 airlines from Terminal 1 is moved to Terminal 3. There were many lost passengers. The interesting thing that happened on this day was nothing to do with the passengers but some permanent residents that stayed over at the airport. I heard that there was a fight at level 3. A while later, an indian ran past us with a big wide smile on his face. Few seconds later, the police was behind, chasing after that man. It was a pretty cool sight. This is my first time seeing police running! I thought they were slow but it doesn't matter now because they've caught that man. Something which puzzled us was that they released him after 1 or 2 hours later.
I've also made a friend called Richard. He is the one of the duty Terminal Manager of the airport. He is really a nice guy, not as strict as many other dtms. We (me, my colleague and him) talked about many things. In fact, we were standing and chatting which we shouldnt we doing. Talk about many things including the jobs in airport and his daughter who is one of the top youth artist in singapore.
Wednesday was boring. I was appointed to the kerbside alone, breathing in carbon monoxide and carbon dioxide, and cigarettes. I slacked by hiding at one corner and doing some sketching.
Thursday was boring initially until one drunkard man approached me and asked me where is the duty terminal manager. He was upset about another man sleeping so close with the daughter. The dtm and a CAAS staff went to check later and realise it was a misunderstanding. The "daughter" was not that man's daughter but some airport staff who usually stay over at the airport when she had morning shift. In fact that drunkard man had stay over with her before too. I dont know what's their relationship but initially I thought the man is a upright man. He was telling us about all those moral values etc. Then ended up, he is the weirdo. Okay. Such stuffs spices up our midnight shift.
Oh yea! I also took a picture with this hot caucasian during work. I dont have the picture. But he said that me and my colleague are nice people so he insist on taking a picture with us. Princess, dont be jealous okay. You and benjiamin. ((:
Havent been sleeping well due to work and camp. I have camp talent nite rehearsal on thursday morning so I slept about 6 hours. Then on friday morning, after i finish my thurs midnight shift, I went home to take a 3 hours nap and after that, i went for Arete Camp.
I really thank God for His strength that sustained me these few days. I didnt get much sleep during camps too but still I was able to pay attention and not fell asleep during teachings. Definitely it's Him. Thanks Lestari for praying for me too. ((:
The story of Good Friday.
Down the Via Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day The soldiers tried to clear the narrow street But the crowd pressed in to see The Man condemned to die on Calvary
He was bleeding from a beating, there were stripes upon His back And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head And He bore with every step The scorn of those who cried out for His death
Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King, But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me. Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
Por la Via Dolorosa, triste dia en Jerusalem Los saldados le abrian paso a Jesus Mas la gente se acercaba Para ver al que llevaba aquella cruz
Por la Via Dolorosa, que es la via del dolor Como oveja vino Cristo, Rey, Senor Y fue El quien quiso ir por su amor por ti y por mi Por la Via Dolorosa al Calvario y a morir
The blood that would cleanse the souls of all men Made its way to the heart of Jerusalem.
Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
I supposed to meet Serene in the afternoon but in the end she didnt turned up. :(( Well, I thought I had wasted my whole day because I was not doing anything except using computer in school library.
I only left the library after the computer auto re-login. Well, I had no reason why it was suddenly like that. Being sick of re-login and re-sign in to msn, I decided to leave the library. On my way home, I met these two china girls who were sitting on the bench and I got a chance to speak to the both of them. Well, they are really nice. I got to know them and their country more. HAHA. They are really outgoing. Oh yeah! One girl called and she asked me out today. HOHOHOHO...
Okay. I going to prepare to go out soon. Cannot be late! Yeah.
Have a great and blessed Good Friday dudes! :))
This is dedicate to Pikachu United! Jia you! ((:
Random. I'm totally bored in school library.
From: AlanSnowman Date: 03/17/2008 1:06 am Subject: Hi ! Message: Looks, like our young gal has grown up to a young lady. Be more lady like in ur photos leh =)
Anyway, do enjoy poly life. i do visit TP once in a while.
Rgds Alan Tan
This guy's message really made my day. I was surprised that he would still remember me. Below is my reply.
To: AlanSnowman Date: 03/19/2008 4:16 am Subject: Re: Hi ! Message: HEY!
You've just made my day! I was surprised to see your message. At least you still remember me! Not bad!
Oh well, of course I've grown up! Going 18 soon! HAHA. It's okay that in photos I'm not lady-like because photos are deceiving! As long as I know I'm lady like at heart can already! HOHOHO.
What have you been doing recently? And what are you doing in my campus anyway? Intruding my campus arh! HAHA.
Oh yeah. Can you please put more of your pictures in your friendster profile. I cant recognise you. =/ It's not that I forget you. I still remember you as the tall giant relieve teacher of 2C.
Okay. Take care! Rayna ((:
By the way, he was my sec 2 relieve teacher. (:
I got many call from Andy and Wilson today. They are the supervisors of my job. Currently, I'm in the honeymoon period with my job. So far, I think the job is good. At least I havent heard anyone saying profanities which is unlike other jobs. They are more *********i guessed! ((:
okay. I was told that I'll be working on the 1st first this sat and sun. and from next weeks onwards, I will be permanently working the 4th shift. So far all the shift i got, are paid $7/hr.
One good thing of working on 4th shift is that even when you request to have OT, you're paid $7 too. But I'm not really looking forward working on 4th shift. I need my beauty sleep! I'll see how it goes. If I'm dying there, I could only surrender!
today is a super girlie day! the friends i met today were female. I met 3 girls today. They were Lestari, Kalyne and Yakka.
Supposedly to meet stari to evax but we ended up chatting. it's great talking with her. she reminds me of Joy. haha. Indeed, like shepherd, like sheep. =)
I did a super girlie thing today with kalyne. We went to do french manicure! HAHA. I dont know what got into me that I request to get a super pinkish colour. I'm looking at it now and in my mind, it is all filled with "EWWs...!!" Pink and my skin colour totally dont match. However, I cant remove it because it costs me $15.90. Nvm. At least I know how to do express manicure now. I just need the equipments! (:
After that, I went to jap class as usual. Time in jap class seems to pass really fast these few weeks. I dont know why. Perhaps I got to know Yakka more and so we can talk in class more. I spoilt the manicure because it was not 100% dry. After class, yakka accompanied me to that same shop again to get it repaired. Thank God they closes at 11pm daily. If not, $15.90 will be gone! Oh yeah. They repaired it for free! Good service. It's at the second level of bugis street. Highly recommended by Rayna! ((:
I got to know yakka even more today. Something which shocked me today was that she was an ex-y hope. Hannah from central was her shepherd. It's a super small world. No wonder there was a saying that we are 6 faces away from a stranger.
i guess i am a joke afterall. Two newly-made friends had just watch a comedy today. I've made another embarassing incidents. This time, I dropped my slippers when I stood up. Okay. I've made their day. They laughed.
I saw sharlene today in school. She had made my day! She said that I've slim down. yay yay yay!. I'm so happy. My sis told me the opposite yesterday but i guess I would only take the nice word and turn a deaf ear to those nasty one. ((:
Today is WOO MEIYI's birthday. I am not sure if she will see this. Anyway, meiyi, we must always keep in touch okay?! You're still always in my mind! I still love and miss you okay!?! Hope you had a enjoyable birthday. May you grow prettier and prettier everyday okay?! You're finally legal.. to buy alcoholic drinks!! Dont forget mine is coming soon too! We'll chill out one day soon k? ((:
I admit I dont have that courage. Okay, I've failed the test. Fears and past experiences really stopped me from approaching you. Sorry God, Sorry my friend.
PS: I still care and think of you.
I woke up at 4.40am this morning. I left house about 5.50am and when i reached the bus stop, I realised that the first bus comes at 6.17am. Therefore, I had no choice so I walked to the bus stop. Super early morning walk .
First day of work at my playground. It was really cool. I understand why the people think that it's boring. Boring..? Hmm. indeed, it is but to me, it's only no one approach you to ask you questions or they just treat you transparent. It's the meeting of different people makes this job interesting.
However, one big thing cropped up and it really spiced up my first day of work. There were 2 passengers who were quarrelling and they approached me and asked me where is the police station. I had no clue of where this hidden police station was so I just asked them to approach the information counter instead. Then one of them refused and he said it was because the taxi stand was just behind and he claimed that he was lazy to go to the information counter which is only 30 sec walk away? So it ended up the both of them quarrelling in front of the booth. That time, all the in-charge were gone so i had to handle that situation. I was happy initially that I thought a police happened to pass by. However, I was disappointed because he asked me to approach the airport police instead. Later, I realised that policeman was not a policeman but a guy from cisco. My bad. What make it worse was that it was a public member or airport crew told me this. Oh the story ended when two guy tried to cool down the both of them. Perhaps, next time when guys quarrel, girls should just watch and let other guys settle.
Overall, the job was rather slacking. We were not supposed to go for breaks during our 6 hours shifts but no one actually care. I heard from frog that one auntie even asked him for number so that she can call him if any supervisors or dtm comes when he goes for self-declared break but in the end, he didnt go.
After today, I realised these are the things that I should bring along. 1. Some paper. ( To draw, or play games) 2. Pens (To do the serious job eg noting down observations, complaints etc, to draw) 3. Storybook/ Magazine. (Some entertainment)
Okay. Anyway, pikachu united lost again. However, somehow I think they improved. They seems to enjoy the game although they didnt win. It's okay pikachus! We'll still support you!
Rayna is really tired now. Good night.
I'm so jealous because others are at the bar now while I'm at home now.
I've got to reached home early today because I have to wake up at 4.30am to prepare and go to work. Yeah. The airport guide job.
Anyway, today service was great. Some stuffs which dropped in my mind during P&W. One of it is God never change. Then I thought again, well, what would happen if He does. Thankfully, He doesnt. I realised many people change. Even myself, I change quite often. Being emotional at times, changing in appearance, dressings, moods at time and many others. In fact, Changes took place every seconds. Thus, I thank God that whatever happens, we can still hold on to Him. He's just like an anchor of our lives. Also, I only want to please Him.
Second, is this.. upward looking instead of inward looking. Many times when facing problems, I will tend to look into what I have and what I dont. Sometimes, I tried to use my own strength to solve it of self-pity. This really remind me of seeking God and be more humble.
Third, I prayed that easter will happen not around me but in my heart once again. Let resurrection happens in people's heart too!
i'm too tired to continue.
Oh man! Eww.. A dead bug dropped right on my file while I was waiting for bus!
Panicked? Indeed I was. However I didnt lose my cool. I just used my finger to flick it away and along with the wind, it flew to somewhere further. Dont ask me why I am so dumb to use my finger to flick it away and not use my file to make it disappear. Anyway, I still think that I'm a heroine. *3 pats on my shoulder!* Grinss!
"A person meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it". - Jean de la Fontaine
"It is not in the stars that hold our destiny but in ourselves". -William Shakespeare
"Coincidence is God’s way of remaining anonymous. " - Albert Einstein
"In three words I can sum up everything I ‘ve learnt about life: It goes on". -Robert Frost
"If you are not too long, I will wait for you all my life. " - Oscar Wilde
"Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up save in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket–safe, dark, motionless, airless–it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable." - CS Lewis
“All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring; renenwed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king.” - J.R.R. Tolkien
“To love means loving the unlovable. To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable. Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.”
“If seed in the black earth can turn into such beautiful roses, what might not the heart of man become in its long journey towards the stars?” - G.K. Chesterton
“Do you not know that there comes a midnight hour when every one has to throw off his mask? Do you believe that life will always let itself be mocked? Do you think you can slip away a little before midnight in order to avoid this? Or are you not terrified by it? I have seen men in real life who so long deceived others that at last their true nature could not reveal itself;… In every man there is something which to a certain degree prevents him from becoming perfectly transparent to himself; and this may be the case in so high a degree, he may be so inexplicably woven into relationships of life which extend far beyond himself that he almost cannot reveal himself. But he who cannot reveal himself cannot love, and he who cannot love is the most unhappy man of all.” - Soren Kierkegaard
“Compassion is sometimes the fatal capacity for feeling what it is like to live inside somebody else’s skin. It is the knowledge that there can never really be any peace and joy for me until there is peace and joy finally for you too.” - Frederick Buechner
"He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not, but rejoices for those which he has."
"God is best worshiped in the shrine of the heart by the desire to know and obey him." - epictetus
Some food for thoughts. I stumbled upon these quotes when I want to find a song lyric. It's pretty interesting but this doesnt mean I agree to every quotes. I need to think deep first but this lagging computer of mine is stopping me to do so. GRR.. I find it so hard to type. Think through and tag on my tagboard.
I'm in the airport now, using this freaking slow computer in macdonald. Finally, it's a sunny day! Everything seems so nice in the morning. The blue sky, the sunshine, the worship song that is whirling (hmm is it this word? dont have the dictionary with me now.) in my mind, the new songs in my phone... everything seems so nice!
I love to take long bus jorney rides because it makes me think. Thought many things. Some things really make me laugh at myself. One thing i had thought was that if my life is a movie, God has paid to buy this comedy show. =/ Hmm. another random thought. Oh well, what shall I eat now. I've a heavy breakfast and was nearly late because of it. But to think of it, I should have just finish my breakfast because most of them were late. Hmm, shouldn't have this mindset. Not good, not good.
Okay. off to lunch. It's a happy morning, but a boring afternoon. Fun night I hope. ((:
Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead How long till my hunger is fed They say it's hard to make it in this part of town So many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology Some turn to crystal balls To find an answer, To get through it all I just fall on my knees and I try to pray In the silence I can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign Everything in its time
I often feel like I'm two steps behind Somebody must have moved that finish line There are a thousand reasons Why I should give up But I'm stubborn in the things I believe
The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan One I still can't see A little surprise, like your love in my life Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign Everything in its time Everything in its time
Woke up rather early today. I went school to accompany dad' with his appeal to get into TP. At the same time, I got my things printed. We spent a few hours in school because of a lot of things. eg, typing appeal letter (which I can't really helped), printed the needed certificates and documents. Oh evil. I just remembered I forgot to print something.
Unknowing, I fell into a endless pit. Hmm, I'm wondering how can I get out. Okay. God, I can only cling onto You. Many may judge outwardly but strangely, You judges inwardly. Haha. Perhaps that's one of the reason why You're different.
I'm kinda floating now. I'm super exhausted now. Airport guide training is tomorrow 9am to 5pm. That's very early and long. It's even worse than school. Oh man, I hate growing up. I hate working. But so what if I hate? Life still goes on.
It's another raining day. I've never like raining day. Cool and wet. eww.. No more rain plsss..!!
XT is sick today. I just went to visit her. On my way there, I was complaining how come the Si Beh Slow bus service does not have a direct bus from my house to XT's house. Then the scene about Jesus going to people house to house by foot came into my mind. okay. I am utterly defeated.
Anyway, there are 3 funerals near my house. There are two which are just a block away. There are so near one another that initally thought they are the same. Also, they are of different religion so I was actually what are the family members thinkng. Hmm.. some random thoughts.
I've got back results today. Yes, there are many surprises. Many subjects scored better than I expected. It's really God's grace. ((:
Anyway, I slept all the way until 4pm. So happy ((:
To those who are bored out there, here is one tip which you can do to relieve your tedium. Give someone $50 dollar worth of 5 cents coins. I dont mind sacrificing to be the receiver. HAHA.
Heard this on a radio program. I thought it was pretty dumb but if I'm the receiver, that would be a different story. ((:
Today, the time seems to pass very fast in japanese class. Oh ya! I've got back my kanji test results. 10/20. Just passed! Jap term test coming soon too. Okay. I am going to prepare it during my holidays. I need to improve my japanese. Oh yeah! Thanks to Yakka. She printed her notes for me because I missed one lesson due to main exam.
Talking about main exam, results will be out this thurday. I had almost forgotten about it until my friend remind me about it. Hope there wont be any surprises.
Okay. Going viwawa-ing with some of my classmates. Ciaos
Had my airport guide job interview this afternoon. The interview was short but the waiting period was long. I met one of my course mates there too. I'm not sure if he saw me or recognise me. Probably he dont even know that I'm in his course. =/
After the interview, frog and I went back to tampines to find princess to watch The Leap Years. After watching that movie, I told myself that I would never ever spend money on Romance movie again. The movie was boring. A bit cheesy ah. Probably it's because it is made in singapore. I regretted watching once. I wondered why ah pig do not mind watching it twice. However, I love the quotes in the movie. If I have time, maybe I would go and find and write it in my quote book.
Headed to chomp chomp for dinner after the movie. Nich, Wx joined us. We met joseph (the new transfer brother) while waiting for the bus and he joined us too. Jia Shen joined us at serangoon. Food is as great as the fellowship. I got to know Joseph more too. Interesting guy with an very interesting background. A christian who backslided and turned to satanism but in the end, still choose to return back to God. I also got to know more about satanism. It was pretty interesting yet very scary. Joseph told us that he had heard the devil's voice. He told us it is exactly like how the devil spoke to the people in the bible. After hearing his story, I thought that satan is like so real but God is even more real. This is also why Joseph chose to return.
Okay. That's all for today. Oh man! I'm super tired now!
Actually, I've totally forget about this until ezri reminded me to blog about it. Yesterday, after service, ah pig, princess, vera and I went to ezri's house to stay over. She told us that we have to wake up at 11.30am and I thought reason was because she need to meet Da Jol for shepherding. However, I've think too much. She woke up just to be entertained. Yeah. Her weekly entertainment.
I opened my eyes at 11.30am and saw that she was leaving her room. I walked out 10 minutes later and I laughed at her. She was really doing it. Well, if you want to know what's her entertainment, do ask her! Oh ya! Help me to ask why she feel so entertained by it! Thank you so much! ((:
This is the end of my first week of holiday. Monday and tuesday was boring. Wed and thurs, I got ams camp. Let me talk about this camp. Starting was a bit boring. Prolly because I dont know my group member well. However, 0verall was better than what I'd expected. I love the night activities. Yeah. The night walk. We were supposed to act as some dectective and go around to solve a murder case. The main com dressed up as ghost etc. I kept laughing throughout. Sorry, My fault. I'm trying to stop myself from scaring myself. I also got to know Katherine more. There are some common things that we share. Also, I got to know more people who are in this course. yeah.
As for saturday, jia min and I went half the day baking cookies. I guessed I'm having phobia of baking cookies now. We did many rounds of baking. and I nearly missed my singer audition which supposed to start at 3pm. Thank God they allow me to have the audition after service. If I tell you that I'm not anxious about the result, that's a lie. But it is okay that I didnt make it into singer ministry because at least I tried and I know that I cant. Prolly, I'll join other ministry eg, sound, multimedia? The audition was scary because I'm the only person who is having the audition after the service. A lot of people were there. I was quite insecure of myself. LOL. But it was okay afterall.
As for today, went to support pikachu united's match with the northeast team. I did not much cheering. In fact, I clapped only. =/ They lost but I can see some really tried their best. Oh well, trained up more? OKay. I know nothing about soccer so I dont know what to say too. JIA YOU NEXT TIME ((:
Special thanks to Eagle and Ezri. Thanks for the time given to me. Thanks for the one pair of ears each of you have. Greatly appreciate the action and the words, suggestions, encouragments and of course the listening ears. Sorry ezri that cause you to sleep lesser. Once again, Thank You! ((:
Oh ya, I forgot to tell you guys that I will have to say "Good bye" to my 4 teeth soon. Last friday at the dental centre, they told me that I would have to remove another 4 more teeth. Before putting on the braces, I've already took out 4 wisdom teeth and now, another 4 more! Well, it's so true that you have to pay a price to look better. I paid the huge sum of money and another 8 teeth.
First day of the holiday. Well, it was boring. Fortunately, I woke up late. I played my violin. Something which I hardly do. I create a lot of noise and my sis actually laughed at me when she came home from school. Initially she thought how come such screeching noise come from the TV and then she realised I was the one that cause the sound. Since she's so pro, I asked her to teach me flute. I gave up after 10 minutes. It seems complicated. Instead, I asked her to show me her talent by playing some songs. I recorded but I wasnt uploaded yet. Maybe I'll give upload to my blog once I've uploaded it to my computer.
Okay. Tmr will be another boring day. Kranji test tmr. :(( Ganbate! Sayo Nara.
OMGosh! This is funny. I got this from y-hope blog. I only know qj can sing but i didnt know he can act too!
Youth NS had transferred to Tertiary. Yeah the whole group. whee.. I'm excited not because there are more guys. But it's people from youth! Lot's of familiar faces!! Last time in youth, I'm very inspired by those brothers! Cool people! Anyway, Auntie Liyi is so funny!
Tertiary is having more people transferring from youth. Whee~~~ Really hope that our momentum would rise! I dont wanna be stagnant and breed those irritating mozzies. Yesterday sermon was pretty good but somehow it's not applicable for the time being. :(( It was about dealing with life transition. Why cant we have this sermon earlier? Prolly a year earlier after we transferred? Haix. But nvm. That's over anyway. :))
As for today, boring! Woke up at 1pm due to js's call. clarify some things and he realised he's late for the baptism event. After that, I went to meet pig and the both of us went to find princess. Pig bought two pint of ice cream. I just wanted to go down and give princess morale support because we went home very early and thus she dont have much time to rest well. However, she actually ended work at 4.30pm which is about the time we reached. Thought the sweetie treatie i gave her will sustain her but since she end work, it became a bit useless. The 3 of us went home together. And princess and I talked at the void deck about many things that need to be clarify. We're going to clarify soon and we'll move on after all these things. Did something rebellious just now. okay. something out of the norm. Yeah. we missed her.
WHEE~~shuffy pig joining us soon. Gonna love her even more and more. HAHAHAHA!!! btw, who wanna watch the leap years with me and princess/prince this sat after service? Tell us okay?! ciao! ((:
Monday, March 31, 2008
Wahhhh... Y u nv testi to me sia said: Hard to belive u gonna 18 liaos
rayna ﾚ-ﾅ Even when my hands are heavy, I will lift them up to You. says: Why?
Wahhhh... Y u nv testi to me sia said: maybe ur Bulid is small bah... haha or lik kid
Chester is trying to say me short again.
This year camp, Arete' 08 was indeed a refreshing camp. It was so much better than last year camp. Perhaps it's because I had less expectation than last year. Last year, throughout the camp, I was complaining in my heart as I compared last year's camp with youth camp. Also, I didnt know anyone in the camp. Even those youth transfers, I'm not very close with them too. After one year in tertiary, I got to know more people. Therefore, I also can enjoy the camp with them too.
The highlights of the camp is the talent night and the theme night.
I was asked to sing with meixian and meiyi for the finale of tp group's performance. I guessed I still have that mic phobia. Many people can't hear me because I held the mic far. Many campus performed well. I didnt know Jeremy from SP can act! Lots of talents were found that day. Enjoy the performance and the performing. Thank God for Samuel who always sacrificed to act. Usually his role wasnt that nice. However, he still did it. Thank God for his willingness. Also, thank God for whoever is involve in the performance. I got to know some of them more. Eg. Meixian and zhi wei. Thank God for Jenny too. She's a female giant of God! She always help to coordinate dramas. ((:
For the theme night, the usual teaching hall became like some dance floor. Many dressed up well. I think NP people dressed up the nicest. Dressing up is fun! The theme night ended up with affirmation. We went around affirming people. Thanks to those who came and affirmed me. It really encourages me. Some were unexpected. HAHA. Yeah. Still thanks. I really hoped that these people who affirmed me and I've affirmed them, would still be there 10 years later. They are people whom I really enjoy serving with. They really played a role in my life!
As for the teachings, all of them are very applicable. It's time to do some life checking. Arete mean quality. It's really time that we grow and become a quality christian. We have to take charge of our own walk with God. In fact, no one can make us walk closer with God except ourselves. This is something that we always hear in church. Many may already know these but still, knowing it and doing it is different. One thing which I really want to apply is that I want to take charge of my own spiritual life. Nothing can affect me in loving God. Not even my leaders, my sheep, people in church and people around. Rom 8:38-39. This verse really speak to me before camp. In camp, God reminded me again.
Also, through this camp, once again, I know why people in church invest in people's life. We see many sacrificial people sacrificing for a brother or sister in church and sometimes I wonder why. Perfect answer, they love God. But this camp, I understand it myself. My answer.. Yes I love God and I will do it. Second, life will really be changed. I wouldn't say I'm a very sacrificial person. In fact, I dont think I am. Many times I wanted to give up. I've angry with her. I've scolded her. I've talked to her nicely and nothing seems to work. Unknowingly, I realised God is training my patient and love.
She came up to me and told me that she really wants to grow. She had finally know that she not walking close with God and she had finally wants to change. I didnt tell her this but God did. Many things human can say and can do, hoping that someone would change. However, it's only when God really speaks, life can be changed. I admit that sometimes I try to use my own work but I couldnt see fruits. Often I feel tired. Through this camp, I really know that because we're doing God's work, we need God. When we work with God, it's only when we can have joy.
She came up to me during affirmation that time, telling me how she can sense that I'm trying my best to be a good shepherd etc. Okay. I forget what she had really said but I know I'm touched. I dont think I've been one good shepherd but I glad that what she say really encourage me to continue to invest in people's life. By the way, she is kalyne, my sheep. Results might not show when you put in effort for someone but one day, there will be fruits.
Here are some of the pictures people had sent me so far.
So far I only receive pictures from kc. If you all have pictures of Arete, send me! Thanks.
And oh ya!
100 people campus by end June!
It will be done!
Finally I got a chance to blog. I had been working hard last week. From tuesday to thursday. All midnight shifts. It was tiring and boring for the first few hours. There were lots of time to go for break.
On tuesday midnight (which is 26March Wed morning), it's the official date when 4 airlines from Terminal 1 is moved to Terminal 3. There were many lost passengers. The interesting thing that happened on this day was nothing to do with the passengers but some permanent residents that stayed over at the airport. I heard that there was a fight at level 3. A while later, an indian ran past us with a big wide smile on his face. Few seconds later, the police was behind, chasing after that man. It was a pretty cool sight. This is my first time seeing police running! I thought they were slow but it doesn't matter now because they've caught that man. Something which puzzled us was that they released him after 1 or 2 hours later.
I've also made a friend called Richard. He is the one of the duty Terminal Manager of the airport. He is really a nice guy, not as strict as many other dtms. We (me, my colleague and him) talked about many things. In fact, we were standing and chatting which we shouldnt we doing. Talk about many things including the jobs in airport and his daughter who is one of the top youth artist in singapore.
Wednesday was boring. I was appointed to the kerbside alone, breathing in carbon monoxide and carbon dioxide, and cigarettes. I slacked by hiding at one corner and doing some sketching.
Thursday was boring initially until one drunkard man approached me and asked me where is the duty terminal manager. He was upset about another man sleeping so close with the daughter. The dtm and a CAAS staff went to check later and realise it was a misunderstanding. The "daughter" was not that man's daughter but some airport staff who usually stay over at the airport when she had morning shift. In fact that drunkard man had stay over with her before too. I dont know what's their relationship but initially I thought the man is a upright man. He was telling us about all those moral values etc. Then ended up, he is the weirdo. Okay. Such stuffs spices up our midnight shift.
Oh yea! I also took a picture with this hot caucasian during work. I dont have the picture. But he said that me and my colleague are nice people so he insist on taking a picture with us. Princess, dont be jealous okay. You and benjiamin. ((:
Havent been sleeping well due to work and camp. I have camp talent nite rehearsal on thursday morning so I slept about 6 hours. Then on friday morning, after i finish my thurs midnight shift, I went home to take a 3 hours nap and after that, i went for Arete Camp.
I really thank God for His strength that sustained me these few days. I didnt get much sleep during camps too but still I was able to pay attention and not fell asleep during teachings. Definitely it's Him. Thanks Lestari for praying for me too. ((:
Friday, March 21, 2008
The story of Good Friday.
Down the Via Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day The soldiers tried to clear the narrow street But the crowd pressed in to see The Man condemned to die on Calvary
He was bleeding from a beating, there were stripes upon His back And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head And He bore with every step The scorn of those who cried out for His death
Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King, But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me. Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
Por la Via Dolorosa, triste dia en Jerusalem Los saldados le abrian paso a Jesus Mas la gente se acercaba Para ver al que llevaba aquella cruz
Por la Via Dolorosa, que es la via del dolor Como oveja vino Cristo, Rey, Senor Y fue El quien quiso ir por su amor por ti y por mi Por la Via Dolorosa al Calvario y a morir
The blood that would cleanse the souls of all men Made its way to the heart of Jerusalem.
Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
I supposed to meet Serene in the afternoon but in the end she didnt turned up. :(( Well, I thought I had wasted my whole day because I was not doing anything except using computer in school library.
I only left the library after the computer auto re-login. Well, I had no reason why it was suddenly like that. Being sick of re-login and re-sign in to msn, I decided to leave the library. On my way home, I met these two china girls who were sitting on the bench and I got a chance to speak to the both of them. Well, they are really nice. I got to know them and their country more. HAHA. They are really outgoing. Oh yeah! One girl called and she asked me out today. HOHOHOHO...
Okay. I going to prepare to go out soon. Cannot be late! Yeah.
Have a great and blessed Good Friday dudes! :))
Thursday, March 20, 2008
This is dedicate to Pikachu United! Jia you! ((:
Random. I'm totally bored in school library.
From: AlanSnowman Date: 03/17/2008 1:06 am Subject: Hi ! Message: Looks, like our young gal has grown up to a young lady. Be more lady like in ur photos leh =)
Anyway, do enjoy poly life. i do visit TP once in a while.
Rgds Alan Tan
This guy's message really made my day. I was surprised that he would still remember me. Below is my reply.
To: AlanSnowman Date: 03/19/2008 4:16 am Subject: Re: Hi ! Message: HEY!
You've just made my day! I was surprised to see your message. At least you still remember me! Not bad!
Oh well, of course I've grown up! Going 18 soon! HAHA. It's okay that in photos I'm not lady-like because photos are deceiving! As long as I know I'm lady like at heart can already! HOHOHO.
What have you been doing recently? And what are you doing in my campus anyway? Intruding my campus arh! HAHA.
Oh yeah. Can you please put more of your pictures in your friendster profile. I cant recognise you. =/ It's not that I forget you. I still remember you as the tall giant relieve teacher of 2C.
Okay. Take care! Rayna ((:
By the way, he was my sec 2 relieve teacher. (:
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
I got many call from Andy and Wilson today. They are the supervisors of my job. Currently, I'm in the honeymoon period with my job. So far, I think the job is good. At least I havent heard anyone saying profanities which is unlike other jobs. They are more *********i guessed! ((:
okay. I was told that I'll be working on the 1st first this sat and sun. and from next weeks onwards, I will be permanently working the 4th shift. So far all the shift i got, are paid $7/hr.
One good thing of working on 4th shift is that even when you request to have OT, you're paid $7 too. But I'm not really looking forward working on 4th shift. I need my beauty sleep! I'll see how it goes. If I'm dying there, I could only surrender!
today is a super girlie day! the friends i met today were female. I met 3 girls today. They were Lestari, Kalyne and Yakka.
Supposedly to meet stari to evax but we ended up chatting. it's great talking with her. she reminds me of Joy. haha. Indeed, like shepherd, like sheep. =)
I did a super girlie thing today with kalyne. We went to do french manicure! HAHA. I dont know what got into me that I request to get a super pinkish colour. I'm looking at it now and in my mind, it is all filled with "EWWs...!!" Pink and my skin colour totally dont match. However, I cant remove it because it costs me $15.90. Nvm. At least I know how to do express manicure now. I just need the equipments! (:
After that, I went to jap class as usual. Time in jap class seems to pass really fast these few weeks. I dont know why. Perhaps I got to know Yakka more and so we can talk in class more. I spoilt the manicure because it was not 100% dry. After class, yakka accompanied me to that same shop again to get it repaired. Thank God they closes at 11pm daily. If not, $15.90 will be gone! Oh yeah. They repaired it for free! Good service. It's at the second level of bugis street. Highly recommended by Rayna! ((:
I got to know yakka even more today. Something which shocked me today was that she was an ex-y hope. Hannah from central was her shepherd. It's a super small world. No wonder there was a saying that we are 6 faces away from a stranger.
i guess i am a joke afterall. Two newly-made friends had just watch a comedy today. I've made another embarassing incidents. This time, I dropped my slippers when I stood up. Okay. I've made their day. They laughed.
I saw sharlene today in school. She had made my day! She said that I've slim down. yay yay yay!. I'm so happy. My sis told me the opposite yesterday but i guess I would only take the nice word and turn a deaf ear to those nasty one. ((:
Today is WOO MEIYI's birthday. I am not sure if she will see this. Anyway, meiyi, we must always keep in touch okay?! You're still always in my mind! I still love and miss you okay!?! Hope you had a enjoyable birthday. May you grow prettier and prettier everyday okay?! You're finally legal.. to buy alcoholic drinks!! Dont forget mine is coming soon too! We'll chill out one day soon k? ((:
I admit I dont have that courage. Okay, I've failed the test. Fears and past experiences really stopped me from approaching you. Sorry God, Sorry my friend.
PS: I still care and think of you.
Monday, March 17, 2008
I woke up at 4.40am this morning. I left house about 5.50am and when i reached the bus stop, I realised that the first bus comes at 6.17am. Therefore, I had no choice so I walked to the bus stop. Super early morning walk .
First day of work at my playground. It was really cool. I understand why the people think that it's boring. Boring..? Hmm. indeed, it is but to me, it's only no one approach you to ask you questions or they just treat you transparent. It's the meeting of different people makes this job interesting.
However, one big thing cropped up and it really spiced up my first day of work. There were 2 passengers who were quarrelling and they approached me and asked me where is the police station. I had no clue of where this hidden police station was so I just asked them to approach the information counter instead. Then one of them refused and he said it was because the taxi stand was just behind and he claimed that he was lazy to go to the information counter which is only 30 sec walk away? So it ended up the both of them quarrelling in front of the booth. That time, all the in-charge were gone so i had to handle that situation. I was happy initially that I thought a police happened to pass by. However, I was disappointed because he asked me to approach the airport police instead. Later, I realised that policeman was not a policeman but a guy from cisco. My bad. What make it worse was that it was a public member or airport crew told me this. Oh the story ended when two guy tried to cool down the both of them. Perhaps, next time when guys quarrel, girls should just watch and let other guys settle.
Overall, the job was rather slacking. We were not supposed to go for breaks during our 6 hours shifts but no one actually care. I heard from frog that one auntie even asked him for number so that she can call him if any supervisors or dtm comes when he goes for self-declared break but in the end, he didnt go.
After today, I realised these are the things that I should bring along. 1. Some paper. ( To draw, or play games) 2. Pens (To do the serious job eg noting down observations, complaints etc, to draw) 3. Storybook/ Magazine. (Some entertainment)
Okay. Anyway, pikachu united lost again. However, somehow I think they improved. They seems to enjoy the game although they didnt win. It's okay pikachus! We'll still support you!
Rayna is really tired now. Good night.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
I'm so jealous because others are at the bar now while I'm at home now.
I've got to reached home early today because I have to wake up at 4.30am to prepare and go to work. Yeah. The airport guide job.
Anyway, today service was great. Some stuffs which dropped in my mind during P&W. One of it is God never change. Then I thought again, well, what would happen if He does. Thankfully, He doesnt. I realised many people change. Even myself, I change quite often. Being emotional at times, changing in appearance, dressings, moods at time and many others. In fact, Changes took place every seconds. Thus, I thank God that whatever happens, we can still hold on to Him. He's just like an anchor of our lives. Also, I only want to please Him.
Second, is this.. upward looking instead of inward looking. Many times when facing problems, I will tend to look into what I have and what I dont. Sometimes, I tried to use my own strength to solve it of self-pity. This really remind me of seeking God and be more humble.
Third, I prayed that easter will happen not around me but in my heart once again. Let resurrection happens in people's heart too!
i'm too tired to continue.
Oh man! Eww.. A dead bug dropped right on my file while I was waiting for bus!
Panicked? Indeed I was. However I didnt lose my cool. I just used my finger to flick it away and along with the wind, it flew to somewhere further. Dont ask me why I am so dumb to use my finger to flick it away and not use my file to make it disappear. Anyway, I still think that I'm a heroine. *3 pats on my shoulder!* Grinss!
Friday, March 14, 2008
"A person meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it". - Jean de la Fontaine
"It is not in the stars that hold our destiny but in ourselves". -William Shakespeare
"Coincidence is God’s way of remaining anonymous. " - Albert Einstein
"In three words I can sum up everything I ‘ve learnt about life: It goes on". -Robert Frost
"If you are not too long, I will wait for you all my life. " - Oscar Wilde
"Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up save in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket–safe, dark, motionless, airless–it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable." - CS Lewis
“All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring; renenwed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king.” - J.R.R. Tolkien
“To love means loving the unlovable. To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable. Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.”
“If seed in the black earth can turn into such beautiful roses, what might not the heart of man become in its long journey towards the stars?” - G.K. Chesterton
“Do you not know that there comes a midnight hour when every one has to throw off his mask? Do you believe that life will always let itself be mocked? Do you think you can slip away a little before midnight in order to avoid this? Or are you not terrified by it? I have seen men in real life who so long deceived others that at last their true nature could not reveal itself;… In every man there is something which to a certain degree prevents him from becoming perfectly transparent to himself; and this may be the case in so high a degree, he may be so inexplicably woven into relationships of life which extend far beyond himself that he almost cannot reveal himself. But he who cannot reveal himself cannot love, and he who cannot love is the most unhappy man of all.” - Soren Kierkegaard
“Compassion is sometimes the fatal capacity for feeling what it is like to live inside somebody else’s skin. It is the knowledge that there can never really be any peace and joy for me until there is peace and joy finally for you too.” - Frederick Buechner
"He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not, but rejoices for those which he has."
"God is best worshiped in the shrine of the heart by the desire to know and obey him." - epictetus
Some food for thoughts. I stumbled upon these quotes when I want to find a song lyric. It's pretty interesting but this doesnt mean I agree to every quotes. I need to think deep first but this lagging computer of mine is stopping me to do so. GRR.. I find it so hard to type. Think through and tag on my tagboard.
I'm in the airport now, using this freaking slow computer in macdonald. Finally, it's a sunny day! Everything seems so nice in the morning. The blue sky, the sunshine, the worship song that is whirling (hmm is it this word? dont have the dictionary with me now.) in my mind, the new songs in my phone... everything seems so nice!
I love to take long bus jorney rides because it makes me think. Thought many things. Some things really make me laugh at myself. One thing i had thought was that if my life is a movie, God has paid to buy this comedy show. =/ Hmm. another random thought. Oh well, what shall I eat now. I've a heavy breakfast and was nearly late because of it. But to think of it, I should have just finish my breakfast because most of them were late. Hmm, shouldn't have this mindset. Not good, not good.
Okay. off to lunch. It's a happy morning, but a boring afternoon. Fun night I hope. ((:
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead How long till my hunger is fed They say it's hard to make it in this part of town So many people on this merry-go-round
Some folks try astrology Some turn to crystal balls To find an answer, To get through it all I just fall on my knees and I try to pray In the silence I can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign Everything in its time
I often feel like I'm two steps behind Somebody must have moved that finish line There are a thousand reasons Why I should give up But I'm stubborn in the things I believe
The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
'cause maybe there's another plan One I still can't see A little surprise, like your love in my life Funny how time changes how we see
The river runs and the river hides Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you, the answer will come Hold on to patience and watch for the sign Everything in its time Everything in its time
Woke up rather early today. I went school to accompany dad' with his appeal to get into TP. At the same time, I got my things printed. We spent a few hours in school because of a lot of things. eg, typing appeal letter (which I can't really helped), printed the needed certificates and documents. Oh evil. I just remembered I forgot to print something.
Unknowing, I fell into a endless pit. Hmm, I'm wondering how can I get out. Okay. God, I can only cling onto You. Many may judge outwardly but strangely, You judges inwardly. Haha. Perhaps that's one of the reason why You're different.
I'm kinda floating now. I'm super exhausted now. Airport guide training is tomorrow 9am to 5pm. That's very early and long. It's even worse than school. Oh man, I hate growing up. I hate working. But so what if I hate? Life still goes on.
It's another raining day. I've never like raining day. Cool and wet. eww.. No more rain plsss..!!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
XT is sick today. I just went to visit her. On my way there, I was complaining how come the Si Beh Slow bus service does not have a direct bus from my house to XT's house. Then the scene about Jesus going to people house to house by foot came into my mind. okay. I am utterly defeated.
Anyway, there are 3 funerals near my house. There are two which are just a block away. There are so near one another that initally thought they are the same. Also, they are of different religion so I was actually what are the family members thinkng. Hmm.. some random thoughts.
I've got back results today. Yes, there are many surprises. Many subjects scored better than I expected. It's really God's grace. ((:
Anyway, I slept all the way until 4pm. So happy ((:
To those who are bored out there, here is one tip which you can do to relieve your tedium. Give someone $50 dollar worth of 5 cents coins. I dont mind sacrificing to be the receiver. HAHA.
Heard this on a radio program. I thought it was pretty dumb but if I'm the receiver, that would be a different story. ((:
Today, the time seems to pass very fast in japanese class. Oh ya! I've got back my kanji test results. 10/20. Just passed! Jap term test coming soon too. Okay. I am going to prepare it during my holidays. I need to improve my japanese. Oh yeah! Thanks to Yakka. She printed her notes for me because I missed one lesson due to main exam.
Talking about main exam, results will be out this thurday. I had almost forgotten about it until my friend remind me about it. Hope there wont be any surprises.
Okay. Going viwawa-ing with some of my classmates. Ciaos
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Had my airport guide job interview this afternoon. The interview was short but the waiting period was long. I met one of my course mates there too. I'm not sure if he saw me or recognise me. Probably he dont even know that I'm in his course. =/
After the interview, frog and I went back to tampines to find princess to watch The Leap Years. After watching that movie, I told myself that I would never ever spend money on Romance movie again. The movie was boring. A bit cheesy ah. Probably it's because it is made in singapore. I regretted watching once. I wondered why ah pig do not mind watching it twice. However, I love the quotes in the movie. If I have time, maybe I would go and find and write it in my quote book.
Headed to chomp chomp for dinner after the movie. Nich, Wx joined us. We met joseph (the new transfer brother) while waiting for the bus and he joined us too. Jia Shen joined us at serangoon. Food is as great as the fellowship. I got to know Joseph more too. Interesting guy with an very interesting background. A christian who backslided and turned to satanism but in the end, still choose to return back to God. I also got to know more about satanism. It was pretty interesting yet very scary. Joseph told us that he had heard the devil's voice. He told us it is exactly like how the devil spoke to the people in the bible. After hearing his story, I thought that satan is like so real but God is even more real. This is also why Joseph chose to return.
Okay. That's all for today. Oh man! I'm super tired now!
Monday, March 10, 2008
Actually, I've totally forget about this until ezri reminded me to blog about it. Yesterday, after service, ah pig, princess, vera and I went to ezri's house to stay over. She told us that we have to wake up at 11.30am and I thought reason was because she need to meet Da Jol for shepherding. However, I've think too much. She woke up just to be entertained. Yeah. Her weekly entertainment.
I opened my eyes at 11.30am and saw that she was leaving her room. I walked out 10 minutes later and I laughed at her. She was really doing it. Well, if you want to know what's her entertainment, do ask her! Oh ya! Help me to ask why she feel so entertained by it! Thank you so much! ((:
Sunday, March 09, 2008
This is the end of my first week of holiday. Monday and tuesday was boring. Wed and thurs, I got ams camp. Let me talk about this camp. Starting was a bit boring. Prolly because I dont know my group member well. However, 0verall was better than what I'd expected. I love the night activities. Yeah. The night walk. We were supposed to act as some dectective and go around to solve a murder case. The main com dressed up as ghost etc. I kept laughing throughout. Sorry, My fault. I'm trying to stop myself from scaring myself. I also got to know Katherine more. There are some common things that we share. Also, I got to know more people who are in this course. yeah.
As for saturday, jia min and I went half the day baking cookies. I guessed I'm having phobia of baking cookies now. We did many rounds of baking. and I nearly missed my singer audition which supposed to start at 3pm. Thank God they allow me to have the audition after service. If I tell you that I'm not anxious about the result, that's a lie. But it is okay that I didnt make it into singer ministry because at least I tried and I know that I cant. Prolly, I'll join other ministry eg, sound, multimedia? The audition was scary because I'm the only person who is having the audition after the service. A lot of people were there. I was quite insecure of myself. LOL. But it was okay afterall.
As for today, went to support pikachu united's match with the northeast team. I did not much cheering. In fact, I clapped only. =/ They lost but I can see some really tried their best. Oh well, trained up more? OKay. I know nothing about soccer so I dont know what to say too. JIA YOU NEXT TIME ((:
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Special thanks to Eagle and Ezri. Thanks for the time given to me. Thanks for the one pair of ears each of you have. Greatly appreciate the action and the words, suggestions, encouragments and of course the listening ears. Sorry ezri that cause you to sleep lesser. Once again, Thank You! ((:
Monday, March 03, 2008
Oh ya, I forgot to tell you guys that I will have to say "Good bye" to my 4 teeth soon. Last friday at the dental centre, they told me that I would have to remove another 4 more teeth. Before putting on the braces, I've already took out 4 wisdom teeth and now, another 4 more! Well, it's so true that you have to pay a price to look better. I paid the huge sum of money and another 8 teeth.
First day of the holiday. Well, it was boring. Fortunately, I woke up late. I played my violin. Something which I hardly do. I create a lot of noise and my sis actually laughed at me when she came home from school. Initially she thought how come such screeching noise come from the TV and then she realised I was the one that cause the sound. Since she's so pro, I asked her to teach me flute. I gave up after 10 minutes. It seems complicated. Instead, I asked her to show me her talent by playing some songs. I recorded but I wasnt uploaded yet. Maybe I'll give upload to my blog once I've uploaded it to my computer.
Okay. Tmr will be another boring day. Kranji test tmr. :(( Ganbate! Sayo Nara.
OMGosh! This is funny. I got this from y-hope blog. I only know qj can sing but i didnt know he can act too!
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Youth NS had transferred to Tertiary. Yeah the whole group. whee.. I'm excited not because there are more guys. But it's people from youth! Lot's of familiar faces!! Last time in youth, I'm very inspired by those brothers! Cool people! Anyway, Auntie Liyi is so funny!
Tertiary is having more people transferring from youth. Whee~~~ Really hope that our momentum would rise! I dont wanna be stagnant and breed those irritating mozzies. Yesterday sermon was pretty good but somehow it's not applicable for the time being. :(( It was about dealing with life transition. Why cant we have this sermon earlier? Prolly a year earlier after we transferred? Haix. But nvm. That's over anyway. :))
As for today, boring! Woke up at 1pm due to js's call. clarify some things and he realised he's late for the baptism event. After that, I went to meet pig and the both of us went to find princess. Pig bought two pint of ice cream. I just wanted to go down and give princess morale support because we went home very early and thus she dont have much time to rest well. However, she actually ended work at 4.30pm which is about the time we reached. Thought the sweetie treatie i gave her will sustain her but since she end work, it became a bit useless. The 3 of us went home together. And princess and I talked at the void deck about many things that need to be clarify. We're going to clarify soon and we'll move on after all these things. Did something rebellious just now. okay. something out of the norm. Yeah. we missed her.
WHEE~~shuffy pig joining us soon. Gonna love her even more and more. HAHAHAHA!!! btw, who wanna watch the leap years with me and princess/prince this sat after service? Tell us okay?! ciao! ((:
